I was suppose to go to school today as we are having our BEG Role Play. I woke up at 915am. And, as I was showering my stomach hurts like so bad. I obviously know its cramp. So, I didn't bother cos I'm like used to it coming every first day of my manses. But, every seconds it gets much more hurtful. Then, a few minutes later, I start to pespire. Like, major pespire! I was like wondering how come it never happen to me before when I had my first day of manses. Then, it gets from bad to worst. It hurts like so bad and I nearly cried! I sat down for awhile and It was very hard to breathe. I nearly faint but I push myself up and be as strong as I can. My energy from 95% goes like all the way down till 20%. I was really weak! REALLY REALL WEAK! I go out from the toilet, and I told my dad I wasn't feel well and my stomach hurts! I go to my room and just lie down! AT 10, Zann text me asking me where I am. I didn't reply her as I was really weak. I go to my dad and told him I can't take it anymore. He gave me this "pink" pill, and told me to rest for awhile. So, I did. Put my clothes on, like obviously. And just lie down at my side of the bed. Suddenly, the pain is getting worst! I don't know what come through my mind, but I definately know that its time for me to go. THE PAIN IS UNDESCRIBLE!!! I just like rest and few minutes later, I fell asleep. Then, when I woke up no one was in my room just me. Then I thought, was I suppose to die today?
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