It only make me s-t-r-o-n-g-e-r!
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Why is it, that everytime I fall in love/try to love, situations change 360 degrees and stab me in the back?
Tell me, is wanting to love such a crime?
Is naivete a major sin?
If they aren't, then pray tell, why can't they be useful and blissful for once?
I don't get it; I really don't. Cupid struck an arrow wrongly into my heart once, and for his mistake, I had to pay dearly and even begged god to detach all emotions from my being. So much so, that knowing the next person took me longer than usual to open my heart up again; and when I finally decided to, everything just crumbled into pieces.
Dreams, goals, plans all gone. Enjoyment was short lived; it was like a bloody coitus interruptus, that's what it was. Emotions crashing all down as you realise that it was all a fake from the very beginning, and the other person didn't even like you on a romantic level- even though his/her (and I'm being fair here with his/her) actions showed or at the very least, HINTED otherwise.
A fool, I was.
Tell me, is wanting to love such a crime?
Is naivete a major sin?
If they aren't, then pray tell, why can't they be useful and blissful for once?
I don't get it; I really don't. Cupid struck an arrow wrongly into my heart once, and for his mistake, I had to pay dearly and even begged god to detach all emotions from my being. So much so, that knowing the next person took me longer than usual to open my heart up again; and when I finally decided to, everything just crumbled into pieces.
Dreams, goals, plans all gone. Enjoyment was short lived; it was like a bloody coitus interruptus, that's what it was. Emotions crashing all down as you realise that it was all a fake from the very beginning, and the other person didn't even like you on a romantic level- even though his/her (and I'm being fair here with his/her) actions showed or at the very least, HINTED otherwise.
A fool, I was.
Woke up at 10 today. Was really very tired! Had a major bad dream like again. I don't know whats wrong with me this day. My left eye twitch. My left ear hurts. And, now bad dreams like over and over again. I think its time. Suppose to meet the girls at 1.30pm at Changi Airport to do our posters but end up all of them was like late! I've to walk around the airport before meeting them. The word "late" doesn't exists in my dictionary anymore! All of them came after 2. So, wtf.
Went to Terminal 2 and sat at Burger King to do our poster at the same time, we had our lunch. Took pictures at the same time, talk and laugh as per usual.
We finished our project at around 4. Take more pictures at Terminal 3, as Belle have to go to Church, and I have to go to Sentosa for Family Night with family. DUH! My parents fetch me and Tampines and went of to Sentosa straight after that. I slept in the car, as I was really exhausted. Reached Sentosa at arounf 5.45. Went to Palawan Beach straight and watch the performance, play games and the best part is FREE POPCORN AND CANDY FLOSS! :) At around 9.15, all of us head to the "Song of the Sea". The performance is fantastic! Its fun but its too short. I love the fire the most, even though I get a little scared! But, wtf! Haha. After that, wanted to sit at Coffee Bean for a drink but, it's like closed. Sucked! Stop by the Patrol station and we bought chips before heading home. Reached home at around 11.15. Watched Gymnastic, I wonder how they can turn themself in the air. Hahaha. And, thats about it.
Tomorrow, the girls is coming to my place as it's like FOOD MAKING! And, next week is like our bazaar, so we really have to get started! I think thats about it. :)
@ 11:55 PM
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