I took your words and spit them right back out!
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
There is always someone inside me telling me I CAN DO IT! And, DON'T GIVE UP!
Gonna keep it short for this post. Post more on my Parents Welcomeback from Saudi Arabia soon. Pictures are gonna be up too! And yes, recieve an unexpected text message this morning. Who? Gonna keep it a secret baby, sorry! :)
TTYL. xoxo.
@ 9:38 PM  
don't leave me alone in the dark.
Sunday, June 28, 2009



I seriously can't wait to go back to school and be with this bunch of fun people. I am seriously sick of staying at home and keep thinking of stuffs that I don't want to think about. I just wanna go out there and just laugh my ass out with them. Cos, they are the one who never fail to make me smile and laugh every single day. I seriously miss you guys. :) And, I could use a huge tub of ice-cream right now.

TTYL. xoxo.
@ 9:38 PM  
instead of loving you, i feel sick.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
I miss you alot.
And, there's no way I can look at you the next time I see you.
TTYL. xoxo.
@ 7:44 PM  
cheerios.
Friday, June 26, 2009

Parent's coming back tomorrow!

@ 8:54 PM  
this is me.
Thursday, June 25, 2009


I think that loving someone is the most wonderful thing that can happen to us.


Love always starts so beautiful, you meet, you go out together, you try to get to know each other better and better. You think that he is the only one, you can't wait until you will see him again, you feel like something is burning inside of you and you feel this love with your whole heart and soul... There isn't anybody else in your mind but him. You go to bed thinking of him, you wake up at night and again thinking of him, you wake up in the morning so happy that you have dreamt about him and you think that your love will last for a very long time and at last you will be together...

But unfortunetly when you open up your heart, soul ,mind this love goes away and you don't understand the reason why he left you....He is searching reasons telling that he doesn't have enough time for some stuffs and so on. Why you want us to have space between us? Why you stop calling me at night? Why can't you just tell me you loss your feelings for me? Why all this thing is happenning to me? Why am'I feeling so depressed? I didn't expect you to be the one that hurts me.

Why it happens so? We trust him but love leaves us anyway...When it leaves you feel the pain and this pain kills you so bad, it's inside of you and nobody can help, it's a soul pain.... You feel so sad and depressed and all you want to do now is stay in the little corner and cry. You just want to be alone where no one could hear you screaming .....and than you think why love is so harsh?

@ 10:43 PM  
Where's the strength I used to have?
Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I should still be sleeping at this kind of time. Especially with this kind of weather. But, a horrible nightmare haunted me like super bad. Everytime I wanna get back to sleep the image keeps playing around my mind. It's really sick! I've not been getting enough sleep this past few days due to nightmares, Halo and too much thinking. Right now, I am feeling real exhausted right now but I am just afraid to go to bed. There's alot of stuff going on around my mind and I'm really confused and I don't know what to do. GOD! I just feel like screaming my lungs out.
TTYL. xoxo.
@ 1:21 PM  
god put a smile on my face. :)
Tuesday, June 23, 2009


Fun Day Out was way beyond awesome! With Gill's camera and Ayie's photgraphy skills, what more can you expect? :) We should do more of this! Next event coming out soon! Just keep yourself free for the time being. For those of you who miss this out, you're seriously missing out a day of fun man, this event is SICK! I didn't blade for 4 years and thank God I still have the root to blading. Went all the way to Bedok Jetty. We reached our destination people! :)



The tip of Bedok Jetty was cooling and windy! But, you can smell abit of fishy kinda smell. But, wth! We reached our destination! After we reached our destination, went back to the rental area to give back our blades. Thank God I've got the all the time, I brought my own blade, FYI. :) Ayie video-ed abit of footage of us blading, but it's like real dark. Try to edit and upload it if I can.


Overall, this is really a wonderful trip. Looking foward to the next one... After blading, went to Parkway to get something to eat and all of us went home after that. Decided to grab McSpicy on the way home for my little brother and met Jayvier. A small talk at the queu with him. Took 18 home with Dee. Slept at 345 in the morning. Played Halo as per usual with my brother, to just not think too much about stupid stuff. Had a wierd dream this morning and I can barely sleep.

For more photos, click HERE! (FUN DAY OUT!)

Going for training later on. Till then...

God is Love. TTYL. xoxo

@ 12:01 PM  
Nestle Tollhouse.
Sunday, June 21, 2009

Happy Father's Day! Too bad my Dad is not here to celebrate it with us. But, thats okay. Let's just pray he is doing good at Saudi Arabia. :)


It was a last minute gathering, went to Changi Beach at 12 in the morning, for a mini BBQ. Had like a couple of food, and it's been ages since I played the swing. Not only that, we played "soccer", captain's ball and Shark. Well, I sorta suck when it comes to soccer, but WTH. Reached home at around 230 in the morning. Washed up and was still feeling fresh. So, in order to make myself real tired and sleepy I decided to play Burnout Revenge and Winning Eleven on Xbox. Yes! This is the part whereby I admit, I suck at Winning Eleven. Barcelona vs AC.Milan, 2-1. I lost to Barcelona! But, atleast I scored a goal right? :) Come to think of it, I've no idea how it happens. Then, watched abit of rugby. Argentina vs Barbarians LIVE! Suddenly, I fall asleep.

Tomorrow will be FUN DAY OUT at East Coast Park! Can't wait to go Roller Blading. It's been 4 years since I've my foot on them.

Till then, gonna grab a bubble tea and play Halo all day long. Who knows? I might go out after this... Yes, Good luck to my dear friend for his match today! YOU CAN DO IT!

TTYL. xoxo.

@ 1:13 PM  
Classic.
Friday, June 19, 2009


Spend my dad watching The City! It's like awesome! :) Gonna continue tonight with Ben and Jerry's. :) My left eye keep on twitching and I hope its not anything bad.

I would also like to welcome a new family member. Photo will be posted soon. :) Till then, waiting for his call.
TTYL. xoxo
@ 10:42 PM  
and, i'll tell the world.. that i am your girl!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Be less discouraged, be more determined.
I have to skip training today due to the terrible headache. My head keeps on spinning everytime I stand up. But in order to overcome it, you have to endure the pain. Wasn't able to sleep well last night. Slept at 4am and woke up at 11 in the morning. The weather is making it worst. There's training tomorrow and there's no way I am missing it again.

Right now... Still waiting for the news and his voice. Ease me, every single time. :)

TTYL. xoxo.
@ 10:03 PM  
god put a smile on my face.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009

My life is like scoring a try, every achievement/goal I make is a victory.
Pol-ite is like in 27 more days! And, there's not much time and training. Every training is like a precious diamond. Never wanna waste my time. So to all my girls who are selected for Pol-ite PLEASE, COME FOR TRAINING! My stamina simply sucks and I wish there's a wild dog chasing after me to just build it up!

Missing mummy and daddy each day. Sometimes I just feel like crying on mummy's shoulder and hearing her sweet voice just make all my problems go away. Where are they when you need them? I MISS YOU MUMMY.

And, this year... Spending Father's Day without my daddy as he is at Saudi Arabia right now. But, he has the greatest gift of being able to celebrate on that holy land. Amin.

Gorgeous, sorry for hurting you. :)

TTYL. xoxo.
@ 10:10 PM  
can you keep a secret?
Sunday, June 14, 2009

They won't be swine flu, if we treat the pigs better. - Jim Carrey.

It have only been a day and I'm already bored at home and missing my dear parents. Looking foward for training as it benefits me like alot and I can spend time with my dear Eagles. :)

Waiting for my sister to reached to home as I'm craving for Popeyes. I can't wait to dig in. Meanwhile, watching CSI to satisfy my soul.

TTYL. xoxo.

@ 9:47 PM  
our love is like an elevator.
Saturday, June 13, 2009

ITS SCHOOL HOLIDAY!



No school for 3 weeks but rugby training is still ON! :) I'm totally looking foward for training besides I don't even have anything else to do at home. So, why not right? :) Bad timing... my dear mummy and daddy is already off to Saudi Arabia and I'm here starting my holiday. Parents won't be home for 2 weeks and yes I've to endure it! You know I am super close with my parents.

Right now, still thinking of what to do for 3 weeks... Prehaps, improving my Spanish and yes, cleaning up my room. :) POL-ITE is just around the corner and I am very nervous when I think about it.



Missing him real bad right now and I would love to share my Ben & Jerry's with him and watch Angus, Thongs & Perfect Snogging. :)

TTYL. xoxo

@ 10:55 PM  
love save the empty.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Mummy & Daddy leaving in 2 more days! :( I don't know if I should be sad or happy that they are going away for 2 weeks! But, whatever it is... They are gonna let me buy the Polo Dress I wanted! :)

Honey, take care of me when my parents is away... :) ♥

TTYL. xoxo

@ 9:27 PM  
sweet dreams.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Love can be pretty but at the same time, you just feel like killing it. People say that love is the most magical thing that can happen to you, but at the same time it feels like an evil queen is trying to ruin it like giving Snow White the Poison apple. But, in reality... Where's the handsome prince? The question I have always been asking myself and can't find the answer to it. Still left unwritten...

A week without training feels like a month. Thank God my stamina is building up, and I know I can build it up with a little more discipline. School have been such a slack and so am I. Holidays is coming up, parents are leaving to Saudi Arabia. So, where do I go?

TTYL! xoxo.
@ 9:58 PM  
LIKE A REAL BIG FOOL.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Synonyms: 10. combine, unite, ally, merge.

–noun
1.
cooperative or coordinated effort on the part of a group of persons acting together as a team or in the interests of a common cause.
2.
work done with a team


I AM PROUD OF YOU ITEAGLES!
Its as simple as ABC, if you're not happy... Come and talk! No use complaining and putting on a fake smile when we see each other. We're a TEAM! Things are not gonna work out if you just sit there and pretend nothing happen. It's a small world, people talk. If you're going to put the blame on other people without even realizing its your own damn mistake, you're seriously stupid. I don't know if things change or you change. But, from my point of view, ITS YOU! Stop putting stuff you DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT and pretend to know. Because, we've been here longer and still surviving then you do... We know more stories, then you do. So, stop your nonsense and if you have ISSUES = TALK! TALK BITCH TALK! Oh yes! Come for training if you miss it so much, cos all you do is talk and NO ACTION!
P.S; no offence. :)
TTYL! xoxo.
@ 9:50 PM  
Twilight bug? Nah! MORE LIKE NEW MOON BUG!
Monday, June 1, 2009


Twilight Fan? IT'S TIME! :)

Blacks Fun Touch photo will be updated soon! :)

TTYL! xoxo

@ 2:08 PM  

© XOXO: MIERA