Tuesday, September 22, 2009
The road of life is an obstacle course. You need to be able to endure the pain, test and love. If you fall under the road of love, and you make one wrong move, the brick wall you made to defend yourself can just tumble anytime. The heartbreak can be painful but you just have to suck it in and move on. I know it takes time and that point of time you just feel like ripping your heart out, mend it well and put it back. You can feel the pain at the very tip of your toes, your heart, fingers and head and slowly you can feel it moves at every part of your body destroying every single strength you have - sweaty palms. You suddenly feel so weak and you feel like you're at this very dark alley alone, and when you shout nobody can hear you. Different emotions murder you - Anger, Sad, Disappointed, Guilty, Upset, Useless, Pointless, Regret, Confused, Lost, Shocked, Appauled and some of them you just can't figure it out. Then in a snap you just break down and thought NO PAIN IS AS EXCRUCIATING AS THIS! NOTHING!
@ 1:22 AM
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